Author: Monique Usher
Rating: NC - 17

A/N: Gaara's POV

CHAPTER 1: THE AWAKENING

There was the smell of eggs, bacon, and toast that was in the air that awoke him from his place on the couch. "Hello, my Sun Fox," said the red-haired Kazekage.

"Good morning, my Midnight Sand," said my Sun Fox.

"Thought you were on a mission until next week," I said.

"I was," he said," I finished early, so I thought I'd surprise you."

"Well I'm surprised alright," I said," how long are you staying this time?"

"I can't stay long Gaara," he said," probably until Friday."

"But Naruto that is in two days," I pouted.

"I know, but if anyone found out about this then we would both be in big trouble and you know it," Naruto said sternly.

"I know," I said, "people will try to get to one of us if they found out. But I still don't like the fact the we have to hide it."

"I don't either honey," Naruto said.

I know what your probably thinking. The answer is no, Naruto is not gay. I'm the one who is gay; he's bisexual. We have been together since we were 16 years old. Not surprising since we were both treated the same way in our villages. The only difference is that I knew I had a demon inside me and people trying to kill me. My Naruto didn't know or had people trying to kill him.

Just then Kankuro and Temari walked in the door."DON'T YOU TWO KNOW HOW TO KNOCK," I shouted.

"Of course we do Gaara," Kankuro said.

"Then why in the heck didn't you," I asked angrily.

"The better question is what Naruto Uzumaki is doing here," Temari said.

CHAPTER 2: WE SUSPECTED IT

"Well, we were -um," I said looking at Naruto pleading him to help.

"We...I...the...," he said, "yeah I've got nothing. Sorry."

"Relax," Kankuro said, "your secret is safe with us."

"Secret," I repeated, "how do you know about it?"

"We've been suspecting it for some time now," Termari said, "the way you two blush at each other when you see each other."

"The way you look all lovey -dovey at each other kind makes me sick," Kankuro said.

"Oh, you mean the way you look at Kiba," Naruto retorted.

"That's different," Kankuro said.

"How is different," I asked.

"Well...because...um you guys only kiss and we do more," Kankuro said blushing.

"YOU BEEN SPYING ON US," we both shout at the same time.

"I would not say spying presay," Kankuro said nervously.

"Then what would you call it," Naruto said angrily. He's began to turn red as the fox demanded to be let out of the seal.

"NARUTO," I said," CALM YOURSELF NOW!!!"

Naruto immediately began to take deep breaths as he realized that the fox had nearly broken out of the seal. The scary thing about Naruto is that if he gets to angry the fox will try to take over. "Kankuro, why are you two spying on us," Naruto said forcefully while trying to keep the fox in check.

"Well, we don't want some one to kill our Kazekage any more than you do,Naruto," Kankuro said. Geez this kid is more wind up about this than Gaara is, Kankuro thought, and it was Gaara we were spying on; not you.

Naruto walked over to Kankuro and said,"I guess that has some reason in it." Kankuro not realizing the danger that Naruto presented lowered his guard.

"Of course," Kankuro said. "we just want to protect our little brother." Before anyone could stop him Naruto's eyes flicked red and he sent Kankuro flying into the wall.

CHAPTER 3: EYES FLICKER RED

"What was that for," Temari asked as she rushed over to Kankuro.

"Because he insulted me," Naruto said coolly.

"Insulted you," Temari said.

"How did I insult you?" Kankoru said as Temari helped him out of the rumple.

"You acted like I can't protect Gaara by myself," he said, "and you were spying on us!!!!!"

"How can you a Chunin protect Gaara," Kankuro asked.

"Just because I'm a Chunin doesn't mean I can't protect Gaara," Naruto said, "I'm the third strongest if not strongest ninja in the Hidden Leaf Village!!!"

"Yeah what ever,"Kankuro said, "hey why did your eyes turn red?"

"What are you talking about, Kankuro," Naruto asked.

"When you hit me." Kankoru replied.

"No, I think you were seeing things," Naruto said quickly.

"No I was not seeing things," Kankuro said.

"I think you just got busted Naruto," I said.

CHAPTER 4: BUSTED

We were all in the living room Naruto was standing up looking out the window, Termari and Kankoru was sitting on the couch, and I was leaning on the desk near the kitchen. "Ok we're both sitting down," Kankuro said.

"So why did you're eyes turn red?" Termari asked.

"Well...ummm....it's...because....," Naruto began, "it'sbecauseI'majinchuuriki."

"I'm sorry I didn't hear you," Termari said, "what did you say, Naruto?"

"I think you need to start at the begin sweetheart," I said making Kankoru kind of gag.

"I think your right," Naruto said, "you that about 17 years ago that the Leaf Village was being attacked by the White Nine-Tailed Fox, right?"

"Yeah," Kankuro said, "it killed alot of your people and the Fourth Hokage of your village right?"

"Yeah kind of," Naruto said sadly removing his shirt, "the Fourth Hokage used a sealing jutsu to seal the fox's spirit in a body. But to use this jutsu he had to give up his live to save the village. He put the spirit inside a newborn baby's body."

"So what are you saying, Naruto," Termari asked.

Naruto turned around so that they could see the top half of the fading seal. "I'm saying that I'm the baby that he put the spirit in,Termari," Naruto said.

"What your kidding right," Kankuro asked,"this some kind of a joke."

"No joke brother," I said, "this is for real."

"It was because of the fox that I was able to beat Gaara when the Leaf Village was being attacked during the Chunin exams," Naruto said,"and the reason that I was able to bring Gaara back from the dead."

"Wow," Termari said, "this amazing. Almost to hard to believe. I guess that's the reason why the other ninjas in your village don't like you, huh?"

"Hey," Naruto said sadly, "they didn't think that I deserve to live."

"There is an old saying in the Land of Fire that says 'if the the people reject some one then there eyes become colder than an ice storm in the hardest of winter' or something like that right my love," Gaara said.

"Hey," Naruto said turning back to look out the window again, "or something like that."

"Wow," Kankuro said, "how many people know about it?"

"The older people in the village know," Naruto said, "and the Akatsuki do too."

"The Nine-Tailed Fox is the strongest and most powerful demon than any of the others out there," Gaara said, "that is why it is very important to keep it a secret. If people found out about any of this both of our lives will be in big trouble."

But what we didn't know was that a bug flew into the room when Kankuro and Termari walked through the door.

CHAPTER 5: THE AKATUSKI MEETING

"Are you sure that this is true," Kimase asked.

"Yes, my bugs do not lie to me," Ashomaru Aburame said,"I had one of my bugs keep an eye on the fox every since I became a rogue ninja."

"I still can't see the ex-sand demon falling in love with that little brat," said Hateyer, the sand swordsman, "or how he ever became the Kazekage."

"Yeah,yeah,yeah, we know," Lokithomaru, the ex-information captain of the Waterfall Village, said, "when he was a demon he killed your brother when he was assigned to kill him."

"Yeah," Hateyer said, "that is why I'm going to make sure that no other demon don't do the same to other people anymore."

"So is that why your going to face the fox alone," Itachi said quietly, " you're going to get yourself killed if you go up against such a foe." Everyone looked at Itachi.

"Man," Kimase said,"are you feeling alright?"

"Yes," Itachi said,"I'm feeling just fine. Why? What's it to you?"

"Because you don't care about anyone but yourself," Kimase said.

"If you to don't shut up then I'm going to to kill you," Hakunana said. Hakunana was the ex-captain of the ANBU of the Villlage Hidden in the Sand and she was the only female in the Akatuski and she was very deadly.

"I'm want to go after it alone because I don't work well with others," Hateyer said.

"I don't care what your problem or excuse is you're going to work with Hukanana, Lokithomaru, and Kimase, Hateyer," the leader of the Akatuski said, "Hakunana you're in charge."

"Yes, sir. I won't let you down," Hukanana said.

"Good. See that you don't," the leader said, "this meeting is over."

CHAPTER 6: OROCHIMARU'S HIDEOUT

'When I kissed him it wasn't planned. I acted like I was going to throw up but I really enjoyed it. I know it was weird but I really grew fond of that little brat. I was confused. I want to restore my clan but I think i fell in love with him. It almost tore me apart when I was fighting him before I left. I wonder how he's doing,' Sasuke thought to himself.

"Are you okay, Sasuke," Kabuto Yakushi asked, "you're not eating. You know that you need as much energy as you can get before training in the morning."

"Sorry I was thinking," Sasuke said.

"About what," Kabuto asked.

"About alot of things," Sasuke said with a cold tune in his voice.

'I'm mostly thinking about you, Naruto, where you are I hope you are safe.'

CHAPTER 7: THE SCARY NIGHT

"Oh I forgot," Termari said as Kankuro and her were leaving, "Rock Lee and Neji Hyuuga are coming for diplomatic stuff."

"Oh, when will they be here," I asked.

"Oh, they'll be here Saturday afternoon," Kankuro said.

"Then I'll be leaving in the morning," Naruto said.

"Why," I asked, "they're not coming until Saturday."

"Hello," Naruto said, "you've met those two.You know good and well they will be here Friday."

"It's late," I said, "let's get to bed."

"Don't be mad at me," Naturo begged.

"I'm not mad," I said.

*Naturo's POV*

I've been feeling weird all week. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't get sick thanks to Kyuubi in me. But nevertheless I still felt weird. I couldn't pinpoint it out but I think it had something to do with Kyuubi.

We went into Gaara's bedroom. He's really been able to sleep since Shukaku was taken from his body (but he still has dark rings around his eyes from where he has not slept in years.)

"Hey," Gaara said, "you usually come in here and lay down on the bed with me when you come. So why were you on the couch?"

"While I wasn't feeling good last night," I said, "so I didn't think that I'd make it to the bed."

"Oh, I hope you're feeling better," Gaara said. The next thing I knew I was laying on the bed bleeding with a Kunai in arm. I sat up to look around there was no sign of Gaara. I realized something else as I was looking around.

I was naked!!!!!

*Normal POV*

"Oh, I hope that you're feeling better," I said. Naruto started swaying. "Naruto, you're alright," I asked,"do you need help?"

I was moving towards him now. Then all of a sudden Naruto grabs me roughly and kisses my lips harshly. He moves down and begins to kiss my neck. He tosses me on the middle of the bed and before I could move to get up he was over me.

"Nar-," I began only to be cut off by Naruto's lips against mine. He began to tear off my clothes. I closed my eyes. He began suck my neck. I moved my hands up to push him off of me but he caught and held them above my head. Naruto moved down too my nipples and began to suck on them.

This would have been enjoyable if not for the fact that we had agreed not to do this until Naruto became a Jounin. My body was betraying me. I was afraid for the first time in a long time. I began to resist. To try and escape. But he just grolwed when he felt me move under him. I think I was edging him even farer.

He took my cock in his mouth and began to suck first soft and then hard, scraping his teeth over it. I could not help but moan as he sucked. Then all of a sudden he pulled his mouth off and turned me around. I was pinned down so I couldn't move. I felt him take off his clothes.

Naruto then pulled me up and entered me harshly. It hurt so much. I began to cry but I didn't scream, I didn't know what he'd do if I had. He began to pound into me hard. He moved his hands around me and began to pump my cock.

He was hurting me. I felt blood running down my legs. He pounded harder into me uncaring. He kissed and sucked on my neck as he pumped my cock harshly in his hand.

And all of a sudden he stopped and pulled out of me and pushed down on the bed. I thought it was over, but I was wrong. The monster turned me around and enter me again. I could feel it's disgusting breath on my face before he kissed me. He pounded into me harder and harder and faster and faster with every thrust.

I finally opened my eyes when he pulled his lips from mine. My eyes showed hurt and betrayal. But the monster's eyes didn't see this for his were closed. I reached my hand over to my nightstand and grabbed the Kunai that I keep beside my bed. I stabbed him with it in the arm. The monster stopped and fell on top of me. I knew then that the nightmare was over.

CHAPTER 8: SAYING GOODBYE

I waited until I was sure that it was finally over before I even dared to move. I slipped from under the monster as careful as I could so that I would wake him and start that nightmare again.


I grabbed a bathrobe and went to the roof to clear my head. Every step I took hurt. It felt good to be out in the fresh air and away from that monster. I was confused. I thought that he loved me and yet he did this to me.

*TWO HOURS LATER*

I was sitting on the edge of the roof when I heard that monster come up behind me. I started to panic, but I didn't show it. I didn't know what to do except turn around and fight that demon.

"Gaara," that monster said, "what happened?"

"Oh good one," I replied, "you think that if you act like it never hapened I'd forgive you?!"

"Forgive me," that monster said, "forgive me for what?"

"Don't act like you don't know," I replied heatly, "I thought you loved me!"

"I do love you, Gaara," he said.

"THEN WHY," I shouted, "WHY DID YOU RAPE ME?!"

"Rape you," he said, "what are you talking about. When I woke up you had left and I was naked that a Kunai in my arm."

"GO," I shouted, "LEAVE! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"

CHAPTER 9: THE TRAINING

*10 years later - Leaf Village*

I awoke with a start. It had been a dream. No, it wasn't a dream. It really happened. The fox; it had been in heat and because it is part of me, I was too. But I had not remembered it because the fox had taken over me.

It had been 10 years since I last saw Gaara. I now know what happened. Now I know why he hates me so.

I looked my old alarm clock and frowned. "I going to be late if I don't hurry," I said to myself. I got up and started to get ready.

As I walked down the the stairs I looked at my wallet. "I don't have much left," I said, "I only have enough for some water maybe. I really need to get a job. But who would hire some one like me."

Ninjas get money from the missions they carry out. Some work other jobs to get more money. Most of my missions came from the Sand Village; but that stopped ten years ago. And since I'm still a Chunin not many people want a Chunin for the important stuff like spying and gathering information.

'Of course I could just ask one of my friends for money.' I thought , 'but who to ask. Neji has got loads of money; but he would want me to pay him back. Sakura would want to know why I need money, and I don't want to tell. Choji is out of the picture. Pervy Sage probably would give me the money but only if I do something for him first (which is all hard to do.) Shikamaru is out on a mission with Ino and Hinta. Shino is in the Sand Village. Kiba would probably want me to sleep with him for the money. And Tsunade is like Neji and Sakura. And everyone else is like Sakura. Well I guess I could go to Kiba.'

"No!!!," I said, "I promised that I would make on my on. I'll just have to get a job. But then again if I don't get some money soon then I just might starve to death. But it's not like that anyone would miss me."

"What will you have," the lady asked as I sat down.

"Oh just a cup of water will do," I said.

*Lee's POV*

"You're late," Neji said to Naruto.

"Yeah," Naruto retorted, "and what are you going to do about it?!"

"Hey save that for training," I said. For a long time now Naruto has insisted on training with me and Neji. Neji didn't want to at first but then he realized that it would be better having to focus on two people. This training was different. In a few weeks Lady Tsunade was going to tell us who would become a Jounin. Naruto was the only one out of us who was still a Chunin.

"Come on," I said, "let's get training before they think all we're going to do is stand around and agrue."

"Yeah," Naruto said, "we wouldn't want them to leave."

By them, Naruto means the people that would be watching in the tress, bushes, and shadows.

*Lunchbreak-Still Lee's POV*

"Hey Naruto," I said, "up til 10 years ago you were always gone on a mission for the Sand Village."

"Yeah what's your point," Naruto said.

"Well you really haven't had a mission in months and I'm getting a little worried about you," I admitted. Ever since I saw Naruto fight Kiba so many years ago I've been trying to show him my true feelings for him.

"Don't worry," Naruto said, "everything will change when I become a Jounin in a few weeks."

'But still I worry about you Naruto. I will always be here for you if you need me.' I thought to myself.